My dearest baby Brother..,
It has been 58 days since you left us....feels like it was only yesterday......i can still see your smiling face..you were so happy on your engagement day..i've never seen you happier ...and i was looking forward to your wedding day ..i envisioned it to be the "Grand Wedding" of our family..you were the youngest one...it was planned..(i had planned it ..) to be a joyous time for our family..i've already list down all the things that need to be bought for the hantaran...remember?? i told you that i will take care of the hantaran for your wedding???..i will not be able to do that anymore..no grand wedding...nothing at all except our prayers for your soul..i know that you are at a better place now..you are under the wings of angels...so close to God, the most Merciful.

Sometimes i question why must it be my brother that was taken away..??why not some other people...y not me? then i remember that God loves you SO Much that God has decided to invite you to heaven...MAY YOU REST IN PEACE MY BELOVED ADIK KECIK...MAY YOU KNOW THAT WE LOVE YOU SO VERY MUCH.. DEATH WILL NOT STOP US FROM LOVING YOU..YOU BROUGHT US SO MUCH JOY AND HAPPINESS ...THOUGH YOUR LIFE IN THIS WORLD WAS SHORT..YOU'VE TOUCHED SO MANY LIVES IN YOUR OWN SPECIAL WAY...NO ONE SHALL EVER REPLACE YOU...THERE'S ONLY ONE YOU..

Feb 27th 2004...you would have turned 23 years old..we will not be able to wish you happy b'day...anymore..our tears will flow...together with the memories of you..we will honor and treasure the memories of you. You are still with us in our mind ..heart..and our thoughts.....my beloved adik kecik...good bye for now ..i shall write again soon..