I was in the bus on my way back to my hometown when suddenly the thought of you came as heavy as the rain outside..my tear drops uncontrolled.. I was holding my cellphone and I remember our sister, Mona..it was 3.32 am.. and I started to type a short messages to her..

"I'm missing our baby brother so much at this moment.."
I never expected a reply from her ...she must be sleeping now...thats what I thought..moment after that..the beep on my cellphone telling me I've got a new messages..

"Don't we all? We'll always miss him until we meet again?, it comfort me that GOD is taking care of our precious baby brother"

and another messages from her after that..

" It rained heavily in KL, I can't sleep,like you my thought brought me back to days when our baby brother was around,still wish for the impossible..... take care,I'm only a phone call away"

And suddenly I know where to turn to when I miss you.. she was there all along, waiting for me to share the sorrow...

You see my beloved brother.. we will never stop remembering you.. we will always love you,miss you with all of our heart.. you gone to soon..

YOU WILL ALWAYS BE OUR BABY BROTHER..WE'LL SEE YOU AGAIN..SOMEDAY..SOON..WAIT FOR ME THERE...!!!