here i am again..well today i got a bit energy to go online..i wus sooooooo sick for the past few days since i got here..i wus not able to do anything..i just wanna go back to K.L..
So many unexpected things happened in my life lately.Till i got no mood to write..but i promise i will be back with many happening thing..i got so sick with my life..y can't i be like the rest?..i think my whole life is a mistake..i wonder if god exist..but somehow, someone came out of no where and give me strenght to go on..i'm living with his spirit now..and i always remember all the things he said.And he will always be my angel..even i'm so far away n didnt communicate with him like before..and i really feel now that i am losing my best friend.But i just want to let him know that,no matter what,no matter how he hated me,how for i wanna run away from him,i could never ever lie to myself,that he will always be the one.

Until the day I die

until the day i die
I'll spill my heart for you

As years go by
I race the clock with you
But if you died right now
You know that I'd die too

You remind me of the times
When I knew who I was
But still the second hand will catch us
Like it always does

We'll make the same mistakes
I'll take the fall for you
I hope you need this now
Cause I know I still do

Should I bite my tongue?
Until blood soaks my shirt
We'll never fall apart
Tell me why this hurts so much
My hands are at your throat
And I think I hate you
But still i'll say, "remember when"
Just like we always do

We made the same mistakes
Mistakes like friends do