Have you ever asked a question and not wanted to hear the answer? I do this all the time.I often ask , "What did I do to deserve this?" I can't tell how many time I've whisper that question.
or how many times I've seen that question in the haunted eyes of others.But what really tears at my heart is that in most cases..we dont want to hear the answer. Deep inside,i am..we're sure already know..and it's killing...
I believe the abuse i've suffered,the neglect,the abondment by family..the pain of life alone in the cold and brutal world...who's fault is this??? And i think that God must not care. That's why I often ask another question that i dont want to hear the answer to: " Are you out there,GOD? I know the answer to this one.I know God loves me. And perhaps loves others the most of all,because we need Him the most.Yes! God is out there - and He's also inside each one of us,waiting to be revealed.
